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本帖最后由 avigan 于 2020-10-23 00:11 编辑
struggling……
Several problems,
1, the other potential candidates may have the similar problem. I believe the issue I feel is caused by some top-level design. In another word, it is an issue could occur always as long as I am still in their circle.
2, since I actually didn’t get any supports, so I didn’t grow good. It brings me troubles when I try to figure out next step.
3, The pandemic brings the world a lot of problems including travel restrict,unemployment... It need luck to find a proper opportunity.
4, If I terminate the job contract, they may ask for penalty. I heard my colleague who quit last year paid them an apartment and hundred thousands money. He was supported very well, had some nice outcomes and hence got a very good offer, so he paid and left. But this is not my case. I feel very sad if I get nothing from them but need pay them when I try to leave. It feels no logic.
Anyway, it’s hard to stay in a hopeless but bound environment, even if they still pay you. It feels like waiting for death every day, in a hopeless way. I am dying both careerly and personally if I keep stay.
Sigh.....
When, this world will turn around?
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